it was hard to let you go
harder yet to hear those words
and every day since then
i've been tryin' to break your curse
for all those times you made me
wonder why i live
i'd paralyze my hate
with all the thoughts of love
that you'd give to me

as long as i live i can never forget you
even though i try with all my heart
as long as i live i can never forget you
even though i try with all my might
it just ain't right

well, it's five years later now
and my heart's no longer numb
the way we acted was so childish and dumb
i was just a toy to you
but you never really cared
'cause it's so clear to me
that the feelings were so strong
you were scared of me